Monday, January 18, 2010

so much for trying to be better.....

When did it become such a day that I resort to going places in laundry basket wrinkled jeans, a semi-cute shirt and a zip up hoddie. I am in a bit of a rut feeling slightly mom-a-fied and a bit frumpy. I am tired, sad, stressed overwhelmed, hormonal and a bit blahhh. Today has been a day when I feel like the world is sucking me into a big hole and the shovel to dig my way out is just out of reach. What do I do..... I need to just get over it I know. I need to forgive myself and move on and just admit that life is really hard at times and that I am no different then every other mom out there. But can't I just whine and complain and have some serious love thrown my way? I am hope I can because I could sure use it right now.

8 comments:

Kate said...

You need to be able to whine and complain all you want...we all do time and again!
And you should never feel bad about it either :)
Hope you start feeling a more chipper soon!
Hope you are doing well, hopefully I will run into you/see you around soon!

Becca said...

Some days just really suck, and sometimes that's hard to admit. I think we always want to be happy so it's hard to say that even though we're doing good things, things are just kind of cruddy. The good thing is that the Lord is aware of this and can make us appreciate even our days of suckiness. I have no doubt that even on your worst days, your kids and husband love you, and there's really nothing more valuable than that, right? Chin up cowgirl :).

Shayla said...

Right there with ya, sister! This day has been the worst and I have no good reason why... Just a little of this... and a little of that... and some hormones thrown in for good measure... I think you're awesome. Give yourself a break, wallow in it for awhile and then when it feels like you can...take just a little baby step forward. That's sometimes all we can expect from ourselves. And that's okay. Love ya!

PRP said...

Last week, after working out and getting horribly sweaty and smelly, I stayed in my workout clothes FOR HOURS and did all of my errands dressed (and smelling) like a crazy woman.

We all do it. Don't feel bad. Just pick yourself up, throw on some lipstick and keep chugging along! You're doing great!

CatherineWO said...

Feel the love, Sara, because it is definitely coming your way (with a long warm hug, if I could figure out a way to send it through cyberspace). It's January, my least favorite month of the year, so I understand. The sky is gray, I have a cold and I need to start working on taxes.
Hang in there. We love you mucho mucho.

Heather said...

Dude, a zip up hoodie and jeans is totally dressing up for me! Come on over, you'll totally feel better!

Amy said...

absolutely! whine and complain away. and I second Heather. that's dressing up for me too.

The Stevens: said...

Mommy frumpy days happen, I do hope you are feeling better soon:) I enjoyed your "Dear Shingles" letter, I feel that way anytime ailments come my way... "Dear Flu Bug", please leave my little ones alone:) lol