This is your inner voice of reason addressing you, so sit still and just listen. I know that at some moments of each and everyday you wonder when will life settle down. When will all the messes finally get picked up, when will cooking a meal not involve juggling a baby and keeping two silly boys busy. When will the laundry mountain that only grows bigger with each passing day get smaller? Well, it will never slow down and all of those other things will only get easier with time.
Your day to day battles will change as your little ones grow. Remember to stop and look at their amazing little faces. I know that at times you count down the minutes until nap time and you some times just put a movie on so that you can get one thing accomplished.....shhh I know I said it out loud. But, forgive yourself for not always having a perfectly neat house and for not having your children sitting at the table making some wonderful craft while you bake cookies. Get real, just keep doing what you do best, and that is loving them, holding them and giving them a stable and safe home. Teach them to love the Savior and to follow the commandments, allow them to grow and be their own person, let them explore and be creative.
You can do it, I know you can. Soon that days will be filled with sports, and ballet, school activities and mutual. Enjoy them at each stage.
Take a moment each day to pat yourself on the back for surviving and for being a mom. Your doing great! I will stay in touch, just keep my words in the for front of your mind, as you clean up an entire box of cereal that has been ground in to your carpet, and the baby screams in her swing and the phone rings and you know..... just breath.
Good Luck and Best Wishes~